a month to the much commercialised valentine's day now. the editor of CLEO wishes us all Happy Val's Day, which kinda sounds weird.
maybe it's just me.
yesterday's driving was a breeze compared to my previous's. it was like God's sent me someone to answer my prayers. at times like this it's nice to be awed by His omnipresence.
in fact, i was so impressed i requested to have that instructor for every lesson. of course i'd have to pay a surcharge, but if things go as per normal i'd be able to save about $200 with my new instructor.
yay for showing signs of typical singaporean-ness.
yesterday morning was terrible for me. for some unexplanable reason i kept being reminded of a recent incident that made me feel angry at everyone even though i tried not to show it.
and no, it's not PMS.
i wanted to rant but there wasn't anyone i could go to. not anyone present physically, at least.
then by afternoon something just lifted. i thought of that particular event and could not be pissed anymore. like my emotions in the morning simply sapped all my energy so i couldn't feel anymore.
i have to admit. i do go through mood swings. (so perhaps yesterday morning's turbulence was a bit of a swing)
and i do realise when those periods occur but i simply allow myself to be defeated and not do anything about it. how does one deal with something like this?
in restrospect, though, it does amazes me how i could get majorly affronted and vexed just because some stranger said or did some things in a way i didn't quite favour.
maybe it's just me.
yesterday's driving was a breeze compared to my previous's. it was like God's sent me someone to answer my prayers. at times like this it's nice to be awed by His omnipresence.
in fact, i was so impressed i requested to have that instructor for every lesson. of course i'd have to pay a surcharge, but if things go as per normal i'd be able to save about $200 with my new instructor.
yay for showing signs of typical singaporean-ness.
yesterday morning was terrible for me. for some unexplanable reason i kept being reminded of a recent incident that made me feel angry at everyone even though i tried not to show it.
and no, it's not PMS.
i wanted to rant but there wasn't anyone i could go to. not anyone present physically, at least.
then by afternoon something just lifted. i thought of that particular event and could not be pissed anymore. like my emotions in the morning simply sapped all my energy so i couldn't feel anymore.
i have to admit. i do go through mood swings. (so perhaps yesterday morning's turbulence was a bit of a swing)
and i do realise when those periods occur but i simply allow myself to be defeated and not do anything about it. how does one deal with something like this?
in restrospect, though, it does amazes me how i could get majorly affronted and vexed just because some stranger said or did some things in a way i didn't quite favour.
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